summer.

summer '07...its going good.
i haven't been on here in FOREVER.
well to catch you up...
im not going to the school i was talking about next year...praise Jesus
i am going to a better christian school that i know some good people there.
i made the cheerleading team there and im doing volleyball.
very exciting.
but....
we might play my old school in volleyball and my old school iare state champs in volleyball and runner up this past year...
im hoping i wont be at that game....
or that God will give me strength for it.
next week on the 27th im leaving with 11 other people in my youth group and 4 youth leaders and were going to alabama for a couple days up to the ramp.
that will be great!!
then leave there the 1st and head over to nashville and go to a Jeff Dao concert then hang out and then go to an intercessory prayer school for two days which will be great.
then on 07/07/07, July 7th, 2007
we will be going to LP Field (titan stadium)
for 12 hours of fasting and praying for this country
its going to be powerful!!!!
then im going to cheer camp on the 10th which will be so much fun!
then busch gardens the 14th for one of my best friends birthday.
then just working at my moms botique and moving.
then school!
this year will be the best!!
i get my car, 16 baby!
braces off
new school
cheerleading
new volleyball
revival in the church
God is going to move through me

school again.

im still not liking school.
it pretty much stinks.
im really praying i can switch to a different school. . .
by next semester.
i can be myself somewhere else and i can live how i want.
but thats not all i want. . .

school.

another face
another wanna be
another person who tries too hard to be something they aren't
another fake person
another lie
another stab in the back
another dream that i can't live

school
this is my school
not a very christian enviorment like it is supposed to be
they make it sound like it
its not

its hard to go on in this place
everyone will turn on everyone else
you just have to wait.

i need GOD to help me with this
its chaos
true and utter chaos

all i have to do is one wrong thing and my future is altered

praise be to God

in the previous post i wrote about something that happened at school.
the guy forgave me and i think the girl did too.
Praise be to GOD for all he has done for me.

"Here is our King,
Here is our love,
Here is our God who's come to bring us back to him,
He is the one,
He is Jesus."

Here is our King by the David Crowder Band

I pray for courage and strength

i did something i didn't mean to do.
i NEVER thought the outcome would be like this.
my worst nightmare pretty much happened.



i want to apoligize because i dont want to get her mad.
or him...
it's really hard to go through the hallway's with both of them here.
so i say a little prayer. . .
God, i pray for courage and strength
so i can get through this day,
that i don't go a stray
lead and guide me,
Amen.

The Face of Love

have you ever looked for something to satisfy you
to quench the thirst that never seems to end
there is only one thing that can quench that thirst
only one thing to help you
only one person that will ALWAYS
Always. . .
that person is Jesus.
he is the face of love
the one and only
the everlasting
the one who will quench your thirst
the one who loves you no matter what you do.
HE is the only one
HE is and forever will be
HE loves you unconditionally
no one else can love like JESUS.

"You are the love of my life

you are the hope that i cling

you mean more than this world to me

wouldnt trade you for silver or gold

wouldnt trade you for riches untold

you are, you are my everything."

You Are by Clint Brown